Back in January, my sweet, amazing, wonderful and very much loved boyfriend and I broke up. To spare the sordid details, I was, quite frankly, devastated. I had just started a new job, was told I would be making a lot of money, I would eventually work weekends, and have benefits.

Two weeks after that, my mom phoned me to say that she had stage two colon cancer. The week the boyfriend and I broke up (I still lived with him, we still slept in the same bed, but had zero interactions.)my ex husband threatened to take my girls full time since I was gone at work all the time. I tried to change my schedule at work, and was met with heavy opposition. I tried HR, speaking with my manager probably about 20 times, I spoke with our Field Sales Manager, our educator and my coworkers. This went on for another 5 months!!!

I refused to give up on my boyfriend and I. I read up on Emotional Focused Therapy, and I picked up The Map. I made changes that I needed to make, I even wrote to Boni! I didn’t know where to go! I was completely shattered and heart broken. I was losing everything, it felt. It hurt to just breath, and it felt like I was in constant levitation from the pain.

I focused on what I wanted in life. I made changes to my thought process. I didn’t give up, and let me tell you, it got really close! I kept the focus. If I felt the need for some release, I called on my spirit guides, my family on the other side, my divine self and my physical self and then I let it out. I would pass right on through PityTown, and I never stayed for long…

Let me just say this: My wonderful, sweet, handsome, loving and amazing boyfriend and I are back together! Things aren’t perfect, but I get my nightly back massages as I’m massaging his tired legs; I get to fall asleep in his arms at night, he tells me he loves me and kisses me again! He’s back to his sweet self. I couldn’t be happier!!! But, I’ll allow that to happen! ;-) My work didn’t work out at all, but someone found me on a professional social network and put in into an office where I got a $1000 a month increase in pay, higher commissions, the work is EXACTLY what I want to do and the office is filled with a group of really great guys! My girls are with me still, as their dad was just posturing. Now, if I can manifest them some happiness and peace with him, that would be great! My mom had her surgery and is getting better.

Right now, my dad is sending me some money as my account is severely starved due to my lack of manifestation on money, but after focusing on the money part, everything going to be ok!

I know that what I manifest will come true, good and bad. I’ve been focusing on the health of my family, I’ve been allowing myself to dream about our wedding day, my previous best friend and I getting back together as friends (she tried to break my boyfriend and I up and was so down on herself, she saw me as competition and has basically turned into a replica of me. She doesn’t realize how awesome she really is!!! I miss her so much.) and I see signs all the time that it’s all going to happen.

Health, money, love and friendships and successful kids! It’s all going to happen!